It’s coincidental of the tile for this blog from the Holiday we had yesterday. But if you looked deep inside of me you will find I too have a passion that I hope all people have. A passion to look inside for change for the better. To better humanity and themselves. Like Mr. King had.

I want to tell you about my dream. To put it down permanently. I keep pondering it. So I will tell.

I dreamed of a train. I was getting rides on a cargo train. It wasn’t a passenger train. I could see the doors and cargo where we where sitting. I had a companion with me. I couldn’t tell who it was. But He was familiar.  We payed our way from destination to destination with water or cigarettes and booze. Money wasn’t worth payment where we where.

I can remember riding and knowing I was going somewhere. I had faith that I would get to my destination. Each stop was an adventure. I had to find a way to get the payment at each destination.

I remember we arrived at a place where my traveling companion knew. It was like a relative of my travel buddy. We came up to a white adobe House. Very bright white.

No one was home. My travel buddy went to the frig and took beer. So we can pay for our next ticket to our next destination.

I remember colors. So bright and wonderful. So vivid. I see yellows, oranges, reds, blues and so on.

I googled the words of the things I seen. I picked out the pictures that resembled what I remembered.

My interpretation of my dream………

I believe that with my new adventure God is confirmed my ticket to my journey. At each level I take I learn so much. It’s not about the end result. It’s about the stops I take along my route. I believe the Holy Spirit is my companion. ( Now don’t get literal and put God in a box of your idea of what God does and does not do. I know in our human thinking minds that God does not pay with beer. I don’t know what the beer symbolizes here. But I didn’t see The Holy Spirit drink the beer.) I believe when we went to the the white adobe house I remember it being so white and bright. It was a relative of my companion. I don’t know if their will be beer in Gods House. Hopefully it will have wine there. LOL.Hey Mary told Jesus to do the miracle of turning vats of water into wine at a wedding because they ran out. But anyway…..

I believe the vibrant colors represent..fun, joy, laughter, and excitement. The different people I will meet. I have been studying about the Holy Spirit again. I feel I have to get to know Him better if I want His direction. He is my comforter and helper. He is God in the trinity. I try to read all I can on the Holy Ghost. Joyce Meyer is doing a teaching on Him this week. She is one of the many teachers/preachers I listen too.

I will end this post with something to ponder on. Look deep inside you to find what your passion is. So you can live this life on earth with joy and happiness. I still have problems. But I am depending on God.  I could have went the other path a few years ago. Taking the path of depression and sorrow. Living alone in my little world with my comforts becoming an alcoholic hiding behind food and liquor. I decided to go to God. Asked Him for help. Listening to Him. Getting into the word. Looking inside of me to see what talent God gave me. Listening and asking. Every time I did. He answered. Or if I do something that I may be making a mistake. I feel it in my soul that its not right. I don’t do it. Now you wont hear a lot if your living in sin. He did touch on me a few issues ( sins) I had. I didn’t know that it was a problem. You have to not listen of the world. News is bad news. It scares me and puts a anger thing on me. Makes me have anxiety. You have to cut out some things that drown out God. Put more good things in your sight and ear. For an example. I wanted my product Amarican all the way. Than I had my experience with trying to get fabric from America. I paid a lot of money for samples that didn’t hold up to my standard or production. I looked into getting my fabric made. Pretty much all fabric is from overseas. So I looked into getting my personal selection made for me. It has to be the best. My fabric guy sent me a whole box for free. It was so much more than all the samples I bought put together. I made a transition from oversees with a fabric manufacturer when China was getting dumped in the the stock market. I asked God for direction for my fabric for my blankets and He sent me this guy. I don’t even know where I found Him. During our process and transaction. He made his own company. That was scary. I asked God about it. In my own thinking I wanted to bail. But God said trust Him. So I did. My fabric guy has been very nice and there for me all along. I got so many examples just like that one. I am going against what I am used to. I am rubbing against the grain on my abilities. But with God with me all the way. It’s going to be so much fun exciting and new. I see colors, faces,adventures and a lot of learning…..

He is with me. I am someone special to Him. He is everything to me. I didn’t get a lot of excitement or support when I decided to do this. Except from my sister Debbie. She is a great supporter. I am running on Faith. The unseen and promises.

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